I USED TO LOVE WATCHING MR. ROGERS WHEN I WAS A CHILD. HE WAS LIKE THE FATHER I WISHED I HAD. I TOUCHED ON THAT BEFORE IN MY STORIES. I DO BELIEVE THAT'S WHY I HAD TO 'LEARN' HOW TO RELATE TO MEN ON MY VERY OWN. THE RELATIONSHIP I HAD WITH BOTH OF MY PARENTS EXPLAINS A LOT ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIP PATTERNS IN GENERAL, BUT I'M NOT HERE FOR THAT TODAY. NOTHING BUT PUPPY DOGS AND RAINBOWS. I HAD ANOTHER WONDERFUL WEEKEND. I FINISHED SEASON 3 OF WEEDS. I CHECKED OUT SPOILER INFO FOR SEASON 4. KINDA SEEMS LIKE A DOWNER A BIT BUT I'M A TRUE 'FAN' OF THE SHOW SO I'LL SHOW MY SUPPORT. GOTTA GET THAT NEXT. NEVER GOT AROUND TO WATCHING 'LAST KING OF SCOTLAND'... WILL DO THAT THIS WEEK. THANKSGIVING COUNTDOWN... I SO ENJOY SPENDING TIME WITH MY FAMILY. I CHECKED OUT THE BLOG OF FAVOURED4EVA A WHILE BACK AND THERE WAS SOME KNOWLEDGE TO BE FOUND ON THE BENEFITS OF BEING SINGLE AND A CHRISTIAN. EVERYTHING GOES BACK TO YOUR/MY RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. I AM IN THE WILL OF GOD. I USED TO LIVE MY LIFE SO DIFFERENTLY. SO MUCH DRAMA, HEARTACHE, AND STRESS. THE LORD HAS TAKEN OVER ALL OF THAT FOR ME. I NEVER FELT THAT I FIT IN. I ALWAYS FELT LIKE I WAS ON THE OUTSIDE OF LIFE LOOKING IN BUT NOW I REALIZE THAT I 'AM' DIFFERENT. I AM A CHILD OF THE MOST HIGH AND HE IS HOLY SO AS HIS CHILD I SHOULD BE. THAT IS HOW U SHOW UR LOVE. I WAS RAISED IN THE CHURCH SO MY CHOICE OF MEN HAS BEEN ON THE 'KINKY' SIDE SO TO SPEAK. I ATTRACT THE MOST STELLAR LOVERS, BUT THAT'S NOT A SOLID FOUNDATION FOR ANY RELATIONSHIP. I KNOW THAT NOW. THAT'S WHY I CAN WAIT PATIENTLY FOR MY MATE, AND WHEN I DO SLIP AND HAVE A LITTLE FUN I DON'T LET IT CONSUME ME. I SIT BACK AND WAIT TO SEE WHAT THE LORD HAS IN STORE FOR ME. WELL, FOUND A LINK TO DEXTER SEASON 4 SO I'M GONNA WATCH AS MANY EPPIES AS I CAN WHILE I GET MY WORK DONE. BE BACK. GOT SOME EP FRIENDS TO HOLLA AT.

TTYS