WE R HAVING A RUN OFF SO I VOTED THIS MORNING... I AM TOO FORGIVING I'M THINKING. I GOT TO WORK AND RECEIVED A MESSAGE FROM A 'FRIENEMY' THAT I CUT OVER THE HOLIDAYS. HE WANTS ME TO CALL HIM 'PLEASE'... I LOVE IT WHEN THEY BEG. JUST WHEN I SAID THAT I WAS DONE MY SOFT SIDE IS CREEPING UP ON ME. I SIT BACK AND OBSERVE THE BEHAVIOR OF OTHERS NOW. THE SIGNS ARE ALWAYS THERE. WE CHOOSE TO IGNORE THEM BECAUSE OF 'FEELINGS'... BS. I KEEP HEARING 'HELL NO' AT THE THOUGHT BUT MY HEART AND MY LOINS ACTUALLY ARE PROVOKING ME TO RETURN THE CALL. CAN HE BE FORGIVEN? NO MAJOR TRESPASS. I CUT YOU OFF QUICK NOW. RATHER SAFE THAN SORRY. NOT SURE WHAT I'LL DO. FOR NOW I'LL JUST STAND STILL AND SEE WHAT THE TIDE BRINGS. THEN I'LL REACT. I'M GREAT AT DOING THAT. DOES HE REALLY WANT ME? IF SO THEN HOW BAD? LET HIM BE THE TEST SUBJECT. I STUDY THE SCRIPTURE DAILY AND I'VE DECIDED TO PASS ON SOME OF THAT KNOWLEDGE TO YOU. MY NEXT ENTRY SHOULD CONTAIN WORDS OF WISDOM. THESE WILL BE SEPARATE ENTRIES CUZ I DON'T WANT THE MEANINGLESS STUFF THAT I PRATTLE ON ABOUT TO DISTRACT FROM THE WORD. I'M A MORTAL RUBIK'S CUBE. I'M HERE TO HELP. I WANT TO HELP AS MANY PEOPLE AS I CAN. I WANT TO SHARE THE JOY AND COMFORT AND STABILITY AND LOVE THAT I FEEL BEING A CHILD OF GOD. DO WITH IT WHAT YOU WILL. IT IS THE JOB OF THE LIGHT HOUSE TO SIMPLY PROVIDE LIGHT. IT IS UP TO THOSE WHO SEEK ITS LIGHT TO USE IT TO THEIR BENEFIT. I'M JUST A CONVEYOR OF HIS MESSAGE AND I WANT HIM TO USE ME FOR HIS PURPOSE AND ACCORDING TO HIS WILL. I AM A LOVER OF CHRIST. I AM A CHILD OF THE MOST HIGH GOD. GET READY FOR YOUR BLESSING. TTYS...